Update 1
Ok, I'm doing well and so is the family considering the circumstances. His funeral is going to be next Friday and it's going to be pretty amazing. Over 800 people have posted in regards to him. also the Trail Blazers Club (apparently a type of car >.> is coming out from California to his funeral and are renting out the Motorway (or something) which is a huge deal! The only complication is that my side of the family is feeling left out in the planning because everything is happening in Dallas and the only person we have to rely on is my Dad's ex-wife (my oldest Brother's mom) and...things were bitter between them and we aren't sure about how it'll turn out (been 12 years since they last talked).Hopefully, she'll be kind considering the circumstances.

As for the circumstances revolving his death, fluid was around his lung so the Medical Examiner thinks it's Flu related (whether seasonal or Swine is unsure). He died in Canada of all places and we think alone... He did travel for his job but his job worked him hard. Last we heard he had worked 31 days straight...really harsh.

In any case, I'm feeling well and I've felt him several times today. Death isn't an end. It's a new beginning. Be safe my brother and take care of us all. I'll miss you my brother, Shawn Salazar but I know you're in a better place. (Yeah, I threw in his name because I'm cool like that >.> You wanna start something about it? )

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I'm not sure what to say but I lost my oldest brother. We think he had a stroke because of some kind of interaction with the pills he was taking. I'm not sure what is going to happen, but I can manage. I'll update you guys as it progresses. I'm not worried for me but I'm worried for my dad, he lost his first son. Just...harsh. Idk...just..take care all, may your prayers and wishes help us through this time.